4 /5 Safrina Safrina: Some sins are far too great to be forgiven. I get it. I started attending the church on December 24th of last year and then three more times back to back. It has been a long journey for me to find a church to call my own. My enemies are making this task very daunting because I am constantly being stalked and harassed. No one is willing to help me and I am often shunned. My mistakes are on display for all to see. JPC was made aware of this. On the 7th of January of this year, the fourth time I attended I felt like I overstayed my welcome. You see, I am a disparaged woman. No one usually sees me. So often I am treated poorly, and whenever I get that vibe I know to stay away. Hence one of the reasons I stopped attending, JPC.
I usually wear a mask when I am out and about because my teeth are pretty messed up and my breath stinks horrifically and the mask helps with this. I dont try to trick anyone I know that I am unattractive, and the mask helps with my self-confidence on this too. Sigh.. look, I am a bad person and everything else in between, I dont try to be and I am trying to be a better person, a God-fearing woman with little luck.
Overall speaking I do think that JPC is a good place to be, the music and church services were on point. The atmosphere was vibing in the beginning for me. JPC is a nice place to worship every Sunday with your fellow believers in my opinion. I am sorry, I never meant for any of this. Everywhere I go these folks are creating problems for me and no one is willing to give me a chance to prove that I am not a bad person and that there is room for me to be a better person seeing how I am already labeled a bad person. There is more to me than my exterior appearance too. *There is nothing to be ashamed of, I had a mask on all my fault no one could have seen my full face*
Please, future believers, dont let my experiences stop you from attending this church. This is my honest review and experience. I am sure there are lovely people in this church and those are the ones you should hang around with. Everywhere you go there will be people who are nice and not so nice.
No one is perfect. I am very imperfect! I still deserve a second chance in life. I am sure I will find a church where the people will be less judgmental of my past and looks. I am unto church #3 now, so wish me luck because they did the same to me at church #2. The same happened in Florida when I was there too. Geez I wish people would see the real me! Dear Lord, I can use some help, please. I still have a lot of faith in the almighty and one day I will get this right, soon. Only God can judge me! Thanks for reading, blessed be! Safrina.
John 8:7 KVJ
Psalm 9:9 KJV
Psalm 147:3 KJV
